Just Nate...

anyone out there?????????

2006-10-15T08:48:25Z

so, this is just a test, if you read this please reply. i am curious who still ahs LJ and reads it. i am thinking about writing in here to help clear some thoughts. ttyl

stole from abby, but i thought id try it

2006-07-21T02:10:44Z

if you ask nicely in a comment I will do the following:

1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll challenge you to try something.
3. I'll pick a color that I associate with you.
4. I'll tell you something I like about you.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on yours.

Bye BYe Ya'll.....i am leaving

2006-07-14T00:12:45Z

Hello Everyone,

Well, it’s been a long time I know since I have talked or even seen some of you. I am just informing you that I will be leaving Sault Ste. Marie, MI for good. I am moving to Tallahassee, FL. Since I am now done with classes at little old BMCC, I am now moving to Florida State University. I also have a job already lined up for me. I have so many things going for me; I would be an idiot if I stayed. There are other factors to my leaving but we do not need to discuss that here. Anyways, I am leaving July 29th early in the morning. With that said…

On Sunday, July 16. Yes, it is this coming Sunday, at 9:00 PM. I will be at one of my favorite places to sit and relax at. Brady Park, which is the park down by the Soo Locks. So, if anyone would like to see me before I leave, swing by for a little bit and say howdy. This is no party or anything; I will just be chilling there. I have had a few people asking me to hang out. Well, this is the easiest for me. If you cannot make it for some reason and still wana see me. Call me at 748-3203 and MAYBE, if you’re lucky, we can see each other. Well, I hope to see you all soon. I will be coming back to town to visit, but I have literally no idea when.

Later Ya’ll!!

Nate

bulldog_golfer @ 2006-04-12T13:21:00

2006-04-12T17:22:45Z

Love by ruby mae
Your name
Your partner
You two are	In love
Your meeting was by	Destiny
They are your	Protector
You are their	Sweetheart
Your love will	Be the epitome of what true love is

Quiz created with MemeGen!

How you really say "I love you." by lenatheraven
Name
...believe in true love?
Your hands say	I'm always here even if you have to reach for me.
Your eyes say	I can't dream anyone more beautiful.
Your hugs say	This is where you are meant to be.
Your kisses say	You mean the world to me.
Your body says	I just want to hold you.
Your heart says	Ich liebe dich.

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bulldog_golfer @ 2006-03-13T22:31:00

2006-03-14T03:31:13Z

1. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you
2. I will then tell what song reminds me of you
3. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be
4. I will try to name a single word that best describes you
5. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you
6. I will tell you what color you remind me of
7. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you
8. Put this in your journal.

Bored. finally an update...okay. just a survey. sorry.

2006-03-10T06:07:56Z

Over 40 is spoiled.

[x ] A cell phone
[ ] a hair straightener
[x ] your own computer
[x ] your own car
[ ] good grades
total : 3

[ ] chanel/dior sunglasses/glasses/gucci
[ ] burberry purse
[X] A boyfriend/girlfriend/talking to someone
[ ] a curling iron
total: 1

[ ] every fall out boy cd
[ ] something from american eagle
[X] something from abercrombie
[ ] something from hot topic
[ ] a pet
total: 1

[X] some type of trophy/award
[x] Full/Queen size bed
[ ] King size bed
[ ] a mini ipod( or nano) or video or regular mp3 player
[ ] a jersey from a professional team
total: 2

[ ] more than $100
[x] a radio/cd player
[ ] Monster,Full Throttle,Amp,Etc. In Your Fridge
[ ] something related to Green Day
[ ] xanga
total: 1

[X] myspace
[ ] make-up
[x] a desk in your room
[x] a hill in your backyard
[ ] DDR (DVR)
total: 3

[X]a pair of skis
[X] alarm clock
[x] a pair of ice skates
[X] rollerblades
[x] treadmill
total: 5

[ ] your own phone line (not including cell phone)
[X] AIM
[x] Yahoo!
[X] MSN
[ ] ICQ
total: 3

[X] perfume/cologne
[ ] bath and body works lotion
[X] necklaces & bracelets
[X]a journal/diary online
[X] toothbrush
total: 4

[x] yogurt & peaches in your fridge
[ ] x's in your screename
[ ] a birthday in january
[x] a famous relative
[x] a relative that lives in a different state OR country
total: 3

[ ] a disowned relative
[ ] an electric scooter
[x] your own bathroom
[ ] your own band
[X] any rock band shirts
total: 2

[ ] gamecube
[ ] a guitar
[ ] a hammock
[x] a basketball hoop
[ ]a soccer net
total: 1

[X] a bike
[ ] a mini van
[ ] a relative that lives in Florida
[ ] a vc andrews book
[x] a friend who does alcohol/drugs/smokes
total: 2

[ ] bad grades
[ ] a locker at school
[ ] a baby
[ ] a pet chimpanzee
[ ] sparkly blue nail polish
total: 0

[ ] a "vote for pedro" tshirt/hoody
[ ] the movie "the 40 year old virgin"
[ ] a promise ring
[x] a pool table
[ ] swimming pool
toal: 1

[ ] Trampoline
[X] livejournal
[ ] flip flops
[ ] steve madden shoes
[ ] the sims 2
total: 1

[ ] a ping pong table
[ ] air hockey table
[x] a basement
[ ] converses
[x] construction paper
total: 1

[X] markers, crayons, etc
[ ] coloring books
[ ] a nice singing voice
[ ] XBOX
[ ] PS2
[ ] PSP
[ ] PS
total: 1

[x]some type of disease
[ ] rose red movie
[X] wife beaters
[x] VCR/DVD
[X] a mom or a dad
[ ]an older brother(s)
total: 4

[ ] an older sister(s)
[ ] a younger brother
[ ] a younger sister
[x] a sled
[X] a lake/pond/creek near my house
[X] friends who u love
total: 3

GRAND TOTAL: 42

not tired enough to go to sleep......

2005-12-28T06:18:34Z

I GOT TAGGED!!! LOL! hey everyone! I hope all of you are having a great holiday season. I know i do not update much. I dunno why. I am online enough to do so. But why u;pdate? I guess I am lazy for one and two, I hvae nothing really to update. I am going to school, graduate with an associate degree one year from now. My gf Jen and I are doing GRRRRRREEEEAAATTTT!!!!!! I love her so much. i really do. Future possible? Start making the bets! But nothing will prolly happen for about another year or so. But I guess you never know. If any of you wana know whats new or to talk, call me or e-mail me. (906) 748-3203 is my cell.

10 years ago I was...:
- golfed everyday
- i was in 5th grade
- huge crush on Jamie T.
- played hockey in the winter
- lived in sault ste marie

5 years ago I was...:
- a sophmore in high school
- dating Whitney, my first love
- swimming on the high school team and having a blast
- earned my letter in high school golf and swimmming
- wanted to be a golf professional

1 year ago I was...:
- at home between semesters at BMCC
- first year at BMCC
- just started to date my current gf Jen
- getting in shape
- hating my parents and life at home

Yesterday I...:
- coached at swim practice
- went to lunch with jen
- had a dentist appointment
- cleaned my room
- saw Fun with Dick and Jane

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. pretzles
2. cookies
3. cold pizza
4. combos
5. fruit

5 songs I know all the words to:
1. God Blessed The Broken Road-Rascal Flats
2. few other worship songs
3.
4.
5.

5 things I would do with 100 million dollars:
1. rent an appt cuz i do not plan to stay here much longer
2. buy a Trek road bike that i been wanting
3. go to Myrtle Beach to golf for a week straight (again)
4. play a round of golf at Pebble Beach Golf Club
5. travel the USA in the summer with Jen

5 places I would run away to:
1. Myrtle Beach
2. wherever my friend Chelsae P. is so she can help me
3. go find Jen to tell here where i was going
4. i ahve no other place
5. i have no other place

5 things I would never wear:
1. anything tight fitting to my skin
2. them thong underware for men, ouch and yuck
3.
4.
5.

5 favorite TV shows: (Current favorites)
1. Golf Academy Live (golf channel)
2. A Round with the Pro's (golf channel)
3. Sportscenter
4. Becker
5. 7th heaven

5 bad habits:
1. too much pop
2. too much fast food
3. not going to bed at a decent time
4. 5. not saving money

5 biggest joys:
1. jennifer lynn pendell
2. golf
3. my car
4. my 3 best friends
5. being busy

5 fictional characters I would date:
1. i really dunno.......
2.
3.
4.
5.

5 people I tag to do this:
1. whoever wants to. I really do not know if anyone even reads my LJ anymore. Heh.
2.
3.
4.
5.

just bored, not doing my research paper

2005-11-29T17:03:14Z

copy and paste in a comment and ANSWER

1. Have we kissed?:
2. If not, do you want to?:
3. What would you like our relationship to be?:
4. Have we dated?:
5. If so, did you like it?:
6. If not, do you want to date?:
7. Are we close friends?:
8. Would you be here if I needed you?:
9. Are you attracted to me?:
10. Mentally, sexually, or both?:
11. Do you love me?:

..Appearance .. ((What do you think about my...))

12. Face?:
13. Eyes?:
14. Lips?:
15. Body?:
16. Arms?:
17. Legs?:
18. Clothes?:
19. Ass?:
20. Hands?:
21. Hair?:

..Do you think I am.. ((Apperances))

22. Cute?:
23. Handsome?:
24. Sexy?:
25. Gorgeous?:

..Do you think I'm.. ((Personality))

26. Crazy?:
27. Nice?:
28. Fun to be around?:
29. Funny?:
30. Annoying?:

..Would you..

31. Share chocolate with me?:
32. Spend a weekend with me alone?:
33. Kiss me if you had the chance right now?:
34. Hook up with me?:
35. Have sex with me?:
36. Ask me on a date?:
37. Care if I died?:
38. Miss me if I left?:
39. Hang out with me?:
40. Go out with me?:

..What would you do if..

41. I kissed you?:
42. You found out I was missing?:
43. You found out I was in the hospital?:
44. You found out I was dead?:
45. I cried?:
46. I asked you for help?:
47. I told you I loved you?:
48. I told you I hated you?:
49. Someone told you I wanted you to kiss me?:
50. Someone told you I had a crush on you?:

..In the last week have you..

51. Wanted to kiss me?:
52. Wanted to see me?:
53. Wanted to have sex with me?:
54. Wanted to tell me you loved me?:
55. Wanted to spend alone time with me?:
56. Wanted to get to know me better?:
57. Thought about me?:
58. Missed me?:
59. Wanted me?:
60. Seen me?:
61. Kissed me?:

..Have I ever..

62. Kissed you?:
63. Hugged you?:
64. Told you I loved you?:
65. Made you happy?:
66. Made you sad?:
67. Made you angry?:
68. Made you feel better when you were upset?:

..Are you..

69. Happy you know me?:
70. Going to post this is so I can answer it?:

Bored

2005-11-12T04:41:11Z

Your Heart Is Blue

Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.
You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.

Your flirting style: Friendly

Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe

Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish

What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

bulldog_golfer @ 2005-10-09T01:22:00

2005-10-09T05:22:13Z

Leave your name and
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal.

bulldog_golfer @ 2005-09-28T18:13:00

2005-09-28T22:13:20Z

You Are 50% Weird

Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it!

How Weird Are You?

I am so bored...

2005-09-22T23:54:06Z

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You are secretly sensitive, but you often put up a front.
Shy and private, you yearn for security.
You take relationships slowly.
You need lots of reassurances before you can trust.

What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You tend to have one best friend you hang with, as opposed to many aquaintences.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Your Musical Tastes Match: Dale Earnhardt Jr.

See his whole playlist here (iTunes required)

What Celebrity Matches Your Taste in Music?

Your Hidden Talent

Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people.
You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together.
Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly.
People crave your praise and complements.

What's Your Hidden Talent?

You Are A: Duck!

Found in many lakes and ponds, ducks are a common site the world over. Known for their famous quack, ducks tend to congregate in flocks or go off on their own in pairs. As a duck, you may seem friendly at times but will not hesitate to bite if someone is bothering you. Your love for travel and your ability to swim are some reasons why you are a duck.

You were almost a: Duckling or a Chipmunk
You are least like a: Turtle or a Groundhog Cute Animals Quiz

Just Like Beth K. humm. Sweet.

A Long update. Yes, this means i am still alive.

2005-09-06T17:13:08Z

Well, it’s been a while since I have actually updated. I cannot even remember a real update. Lets see, where do I begin…

Well, another school year started up about a week ago. I not very thrilled about it. I did not have a summer. I basically worked the whole thing. Like work a lot! The Valley Camp is basically my new home. Except I am not living there. Basically. I did nothing this summer. Reason being is that I would start work at 10 or 11 and work till late in the evening. By the time I got out, it was almost to late to do what I wanted to do, such as golf. I did golf in a league this summer thought. My boss gave me Wednesday nights off to play. Sucks only playing once a week cuz then your game really goes to hell. It was the same league I was in last year, on my dad’s golf team. I had a pretty good time playing. Except when my dad and I played in the same group. Arrg. For those of you who know a little about golf and how the handicap system is set up, I started out the summer as a 6. Then, by the end of the season, last week, I am now a 10. YUCK! I hate playing this bad. But I know the reason, I do not play anymore because of work and I have just lost my game. Now that school has started, I have been playing a little bit more because of my class schedule. So I go out to Wild Bluff and play. NICE COURSE! So maybe just by the way I am hitting the ball now, I might be down to a 9, I would say 8 but that might be pushing it. I really do miss playing everyday like I was. I love the game and it’s relaxing for me. At least when I am out and not playing with my dad. Hopefully next summer I will play a bit more. But it dose not look like I will see I got a really good job offer.

Lets see, what else’s is new. Oh, school has started about a week ago already for me. I don’t know. I guess I Like my classes. I have two classes that deal directly with my degree. And then I am taking two classes that I have to take anyways. Thos two classes are Native American classes. Okay, now, do not get me wrong. I do not care what background people are or where they came from. I am saying that in the sense of I do not judge people. Now, I do not have any Indian in me. I respect that the school offers the classes for the students interested in that stuff since the school is on native land. But, I do not feel that students should be demanded to take 12 credits of NA classes to get a degree that need a total of 69 credits. Come on, its just not fair. Now I will take them to get the degree and I will sit there like a bump on the log and not complain while I am in class about it. I know the stuff I am learning is interesting. I mean all I know is that the Indians came up through the lakes and rivers and settled along the banks. That’s all I basically know in a nutshell. I am somewhat interested but what bothers me is that all the school staffs like forces you to take them and demands it. I was even threatened last year that if I do not take a NA class next semester, I would be kicked out of the school for not taking it. Dose that sound kind of strange to you? Yea, I thought so. As the school officials say, the school is on Native land and they can get away with anything. I HATE THAT! RAH! Anyways, I sill suffer through it and just get the passing grade. That’s all I am looking for. I love the major I am in. I am in Physical Fitness. I am going to get a minor in Coaching also. I love what I am doing. Its fun, I love sports, and I am a people person. So it’s perfect.

What else, oh, speaking of physical fitness and such. My mom broke her growth plate in her left ankle. She was “walking for her health” and tripped off the sidewalk. Wow, how dumb can she be? Wait, she gets dumber… so she is in a cast for like 8 weeks. She never slows down to even let the ankle heel. She is still going out shopping and such. Doing housework when she should be sitting down and resting the foot, keeping it elevated. I lost count as to how much time I yelled at her for that. I mean, I am just looking out for her. I do not like seeing her in a cast. Although, it was nice cause she never came downstairs to bug me. LOL. Anyways, did she listen to me, NEVER! So finally I just told her to keep doing what she is doing and she will have problems the rest of her life walking. After about a week of that, she started to lay off of it. Wow, after 8 weeks of yelling at her she now listens to me. Lol. I mean, I am the kid who is in the field for rehabilitation and sports injuries. Oh, she did not go to a foot doctor or a sports injury doctor like me and her sister and a few others told her, nope, she went to our family doctor who told her that he dose not really know anything about ankles and broken bones. Yet, she still kept going back. So who knows? Its not like I am going to school for anything special here. Moving on…

Jen, my gf, and I are doing just GREAT! I really like this one. She really is sweet to me and caring. I am not going to get into all about her. If you really wana know, ask me and I will fill ya in. I love this one, that’s all I know. But things are going slow and careful. At least I am.

Anyone know when FSU homecoming is? I would like to try and come down for that and see everyone again. I got thinking about everyone down there and I miss everyone so much. You are all so awesome and fun.

It’s getting hot sitting here in this ticket booth. Yes, I am at work again. I have class at 4pm. So my replacement better show up at like 3pm so I can get some food and drive out to Brimley (30 min drive).

What else is new? Going back to this summer, like I said I mostly worked and the occasional golf. I did not do much of anything else. Only other thing that sticks out were the bonfires and garage fires that we had over at Chelsae Paduan’s house. Chelsae and Becky are so cool. We al gain and loose friends. Especially over the summer months I believe. Chelsae and Becky are two friendships that have definitely become better this summer. Us 3 are pretty close right now. I feel like they are my lost sisters. LOL. I just hope that it will remain this way. They are special to me. They are the only friends I almost have right now. I mean I have other friends but some are here and there and across the country. But everyone needs those true friends that are in the same area as you, next to you when you need them for a hug and even just to rant and rave and blow off steam. I am sure all of you know what I am talking about.

Wow, this is pretty long. I do not remember ever making an entry, I real journal entry this long be4. Oh well.

I mentioned that I got a job offer for next summer earlier in the post. Well, I will fill you in on that a little bit. I got a job offer as a Manager for the bike shops on Mackinaw Island. There are two bike shops on the island and both operated by the same company. So I would be an mgr at one of the shops. There are four managers. The one lady is the overall head manager of both shops. Then there are three assistant managers I guess that work the rental shops. They only had two mgrs to work the shops this summer so it was busy. I was promised at least $6,500 for the whole summer. As to this point working at the Valley Camp, I have only made $1,800. So that job on the island is looking very very very good. I would prolly live at home still and travel back and fourth. We will see. I have all winter to think about it and decide. I am pretty excited about it. I think it would be fun. Plus it goes with my major, Physical Fitness. So yea. It sounds like fun.

I think I will finally end this. I hope al of you are doing pretty good. God Bless!

NATE THE GREAT!

Survey...so bored

2005-09-06T17:09:32Z

WHO
who is your best friend? CHELSAE, BECKY
who do you like? MY GF JEN
who is your mom? SHARON
who owns your house? MY DAD STEVE
who bought you the clothes your wearing? ME
who is at your house? PARENTS ARE SLEEPING UPSTAIRS
who loves you? ABOUT 3 OR 4 NAMES COME TO MIND
who said hey to you today? TOURISTS, MARC, JEN, CHARLET,
who are you talking to right now? CHELSAE AND BECKY
who was your ex-boy/girlfriend? MY LAST IS JENNI

WHAT
what town do you live in? SAULT, MI
what are your pet peeves? THESE DAMN GAS PRICES
what are you wearing? BOXERS, SHORTS, T-SHIRT
what do your teeth look like? LOOK LIKE TEETH
what are you doing in an hour? SLEEPING
what is your middle name? JON
what is your deepest secret? I AM NOT TELLING YOU
what are you doing tomorrow? WORKING THEN FOOTBALL GAME
what is your boy/girlfriends middle name? LYNN
what is in this for you? NOTHING
what is your favorite thing to do? SPEND TIME WITH FRINEDS
what are you sitting on? A chair? YES

WHERE
where are you at right now? MY ROOM
where were you at at 12 noon today? AT WORK
where is your toothbrush at? IN MY BATHROOM
where do you sleep? IN A BED
where do you live? SAULT, MI
where were you at at 7pm yesterday? FAIR
where is your boy/girl friend? AT HOME I THINK, I HOPE
where are your parents? HOME
where did you put your bookbag? ON MY BED
where do you keep your socks? IN MY DRAWER

WHEN
when are you getting a job? HAVE ONE
when did you graduate? 2003
when will you grow up? WE ARE ALL YOUNG AT HEART
when are you going to call your friend? PROLLY LATER TONIGHT
when did you get home last night? 11PM ISH
when are you going to stop taking surveys? NEVER. CAUSE WHEN I AM BOARD. ITS WHAT I DO
when did you buy a smoothie? LIKE LAST SUMMER
when are you getting married? NOT FOR A WHILE. BUT I HAVE AN IDEA OF WHO I WOULD LIKE TO MARRY

WHY
why are you taking this? CAUSE I AM AT WORK, BORED, NO CUSTOMERS ARE ON BOARD THE SHIP AT ALL AND WE HAVE BEEN OPEN FOR ABOUT 45 MIN NOW
why do fools fall in love? THEY KEEP GETTING THEIR HEART BROKEN THE SAME WAY, THAT’S WHY THEY ARE FOOLS
why am I weird? CUZ YOU ARE JACKIE
why are you weird? CUZ THAT’S THE WAY I AM
why are you wearing what your wearing right now? CUZ I AM AT WORK AND THERE IS A DRESS CODE
why did you fail that test? CUZ I AM DUMB
why dont you have friends? PEOPLE USE ME AND THEN THROW ME TO THE SIDE
why did you just do that? ITS TRUE
why cant you get a boy/girl friend? I HAVE ONE, STILL SURPRISED SHE IS STILL WITH ME. KNOWING MY LUCK, THE TIME WILL COME SOON
why do you live where your at? CUZ I AM DUMB NAD PARTIED 2 MUCH AT FERRIS AND DID NOT DO HOMEWORK. AND NOW I HAVE NO FRIENDS TO GET AN APPT WITH IN TOWN HERE TO MOVE OUT OF MY HOUSE

HOW
how did you know it was love? THE WARM FUZZY FEELING INSIDE ME
how do you fix your hair? EH, MOSTLY DO NOT CARE, I WEAR A HAT A LOT. OR ELSE I MAY GEL IT
how are the kids? MY TWO BOYS ARE DOING JUST FINE. ;)
how many hours do you spend on the computer? 24HOURS IN A DAY SO I WOULD SAY PROLLY AROUND10-15 HOURS. ITS MY LIFE
how many TV shows do you watch? I WATCH A LOT BUT NOT THE WHOLE PROGRAM
how did you find this survey? JACKIE. MYRTLE BEACH OF 2005! I LIKE LAMP! LOL. OH BOY.
how do you like it so far? THESE QUESTIONS ARE A BIT WEIRD
how may I help you? TAKE ME AWAY FROM THIS TOWN
how do you make sharpies? WTF???
how many sharpies do you own? A LOT. LIKE 20 PROLLY. MOSTLY BLUE. SO I CAN MARK MY BALLS WITH BLUE LINES. (I AM TALKING ABOUT GOLF BALLS YOU PERVERTS! HEHHEEHE, I AM SO BAD, BUT I LOVE IT!)
how often do you say I love you? DEPENDS WHO IT IS

Very Bored.......

2005-07-04T23:11:24Z

*************

Your wise quote is: "The best
antiques are old friends" by Unknown...
Your buds is the source of your happiness
(maybe not all but still). Even if it's just
one, a couple or a whole group they are the
ones you can't wait to see. It does not matter
if you're shy with everyone else or not, with
them you let your true spirit shine and can be
as loud as you want. They accept you, and you
love them for that.

What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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In your eyes, people see life... You see yourself
as just an average person! You enjoy life, love
wildlife, but also enjoy time with those who
know you best. You like to get outdoors and let
your mind wander over all of the mysteries god
gave to you. You don't really have a certain
sanctuary because you're so well-rounded, but
you like having fun and adventures, but can
also be found sitting quietly about, reading a
book. You have a pretty good life ahead of you,
never trade it for anything else :)

What Lies Behind Your Eyes?
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Not very sure about that pic though. Oh well.

hand holding - you like to be in constant physical
contact with your special someone but you don't
want to take things too quickly.

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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bulldog_golfer @ 2005-06-22T13:23:00

2005-06-22T17:33:12Z

If you've seen over 70 of these movies, you're a movie whore...

number the ones in order that you have seen.

(1)Napoleon Dynamite
(2)Saw
()White Noise
(3)Anger Management
(4)50 First Dates
()Jason X
(5)Scream
(6)Scream 2
()Scream 3
(7)Scary Movie
()Scary Movie 2
()Scary Movie 3
(8)American Pie
(9)American Pie 2
(10)American Wedding
(11)Harry Potter
(12)Harry Potter 2
(13)Harry Potter 3
(14)Tomb Raider
()Resident Evil
()Resident Evil 2
(15)The Wedding Singer
()Little Black Book
()The Itallian Job
()The Village
()Donnie Darko
(16)Lilo & Stitch
(17)Finding Nemo
()Finding Neverland
(18)13 Ghosts
(19)Signs
(20)The Grinch
(21)Texas Chainsaw Massacre
()White Chicks
()Butterfly Effect
()Thirteen going on 30
(22)I,Robot
()Dodgeball
()Universal Soldier
()Lemony Snickets A Series Of Unfortunate Events
()Bridget Jones Diary
()Bridget Jones: The Edge Of Reason
()Along Came A Spider
()Deep impact
(23)KingPin
()Never Been Kissed
(24)Meet The Parents
(25)Meet The Fockers
()Eight Crazy Nights
(26)A Cinderella Story
()The Terminal
()The Lizzie McGuire Movie
()Passport to Paris
(27)Dumb & Dumber
(28)Dumb & Dumberer
(29)Final Destination
()Final Destination 2
(30)Amityville Horror the original
()Halloween
(31)The Ring
()The Ring 2
(32)Harold & Kumar Go to White Castle
()Practical Magic
()Chicago
()Idle Hands
(33)Ghost Ship
()Hellboy
()Secret Window
()I Am Sam
(34)The Whole Nine Yards
(35)The Whole Ten Yards
()The Day After Tomorrow
()Child's Play
(36)Bride of Chucky
(37)Ten Things I Hate About You
()Just Married
()Gothika
(38)A Nightmare on Elm Street
(39)Sixteen Candles
()Bad Boys 2
()Joy Ride
()Seven (SE7EN)
(40)Oceans Eleven
(41)Oceans Twelve
()Sin City
()Identity
()Lone Star
()Bedazzled
()Predator I
()Predator II
(42)Alien V.S. Predator
(43)Independence Day
()Cujo
(44)A Bronx Tale
()Darkness Falls
()Christine
(45)ET
()Children of the Corn
()My Boss' Daughter
()Maid in Manhattan
()Frailty
()Best bet
(46)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
()She's All That
()Calendar Girls
()Being John Malcovitch
()Sideways
()Finding Julia
()Maria Full of Grace
(47)Mars Attacks
()Without A Paddle
()Event Horizon
(48)Ever after
(49)Forrest Gump
()Big Trouble in Little China
()X-men
()X-men 2
(50)Jeepers Creepers
(51)Jeepers Creepers 2
(52)Catch Me If You Can
()The Others
()Freaky Friday
()Reign of Fire
(53)Cruel Intentions
()Cruel Intentions 2
()Cruel Intentions 3
()The Hot Chick
()Swimfan
(54)Miracle
(55)Old School
()Ray
()The Notebook
()K-Pax
(56)Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(57)Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(58)Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
(59)A Walk to Remember
(60)Boogeyman
()Eternal Sunshine Of a Spotless Mind.
(61)Hitch
()Back Door Sluts 9
()The Fifth Element
(62)Star Wars Episode I
(63)Star wars episode II
(64)Star Wars Episode III
(65)Star Wars Episode IV
(66)Star wars episode V
(67)Star wars episode VI
(68)Troop Beverly Hills
()Swimming with Sharks
()Trainspotting
()People under the stairs
()Blue Velvet
()Sound of music
(69)Parent Trap
()The Burbs
()SLC Punk
(70)Meet Joe Black
()Wild girls
(71)Clockwork Orange
()The Order
(71)Spiderman
(72)Spiderman2
()Amelie
()Mean Girls
(73)Shrek
(74)Shrek 2
()The Incredibles
()Collateral
(75)The Fast & The Furious
(76)Fast 2 Furious
()Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow
()Closer
()The Sixth Sense
()Artificial Intelligence
()Love actually
()Shutter
()Ella Enchanted
(82)Princess Diaries 1
(83)Princess Diaries 2
(84)The Graduate
()Constantine
()Million Dollar Baby
(77)Mallrats
()Party Monster
()Detroit Rock City
(78)The Goonies
()Y Tu Mama Tambien
()Pulp Fiction
()Wet Hot American Summer
()Crash
()Empire Records
()Notting Hill
(79)Pretty Woman
(80)Pirates of the Carribean
()White Oleander

bulldog_golfer @ 2005-06-18T23:42:00

2005-06-19T03:42:42Z

BRAD PAISLEY LYRICS

"Little Moments"

Well I'll never forget the first time that I heard
That pretty mouth say that dirty word
And I can't even remember now what she backed my truck into
But she covered her mouth and her face got red
And she just looked so darn cute
That I couldn't even act like I was mad
Yeah I live for little moments like that

Well that's just like last year on my birthday
She lost all track of time and burnt the cake
And every smoke detector in the house was goin' off
And she was just about to cry until I took her in my arms
And I tried not to let her see me laugh
Yeah I live for little moments like that

I know she's not perfect but she tries so hard for me
And I thank god that she isn't 'cause how boring would that be
It's the little imperfections it's the sudden change in plans
When she misreads the directions and we're lost but holdin' hands
Yeah I live for little moments like that

When she's layin' on my shoulder on the sofa in the dark
And about the time she falls asleep so does my right arm
And I want so bad to move it 'cause it's tinglin' and it's numb
But she looks so much like an angel that I don't wanna wake her up
Yeah I live for little moments
When she steals my heart again and doesn't even know it
Yeah I live for little moments like that

I am very bored. sorry

2005-06-17T04:02:52Z

Post anonymously....

01: what is your first memory of me:
02: how long have we been friends:
03: tell me about one memory we share together:
04: describe me in four adjectives:
05: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
06: name one thing you really don't like about me:
07: name one thing you really do like about me:
08: if you could give me a gift what would it be:
09: have we ever gotten in a fight & about what:
10: have we ever hugged:
11: have you ever seen me cry:
12: what is something embarassing that i've done:
13: what do i usually look like when you see me:
14: what do i say all the time\whats my catch phrase:
15: do you think we will be friends in 5 years:
16: has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't:
17: is there a song that reminds you of me:
18: what makes you stay my friend:
19: what would you change about me if you could:
20: A hint to who you are:

A real UPDATE!!!!!!

2005-06-09T02:09:45Z

Hey everyone. Well, its bee quite a while i know. i am sorry i have neglected(sp?) to update you all. Not really a whole lot has been going on. I have been pretty busy. As it seems to me anyways.

The high school girls golf team is finally done. They finished up their season on June 3. The girls did very well at finals. took 6 out of 11 teams at U.P. Finals. Coach Mark and I are very proud with the whole season. I had a lot of fun this year coaching also. I think that if i am around next year, I will definitly help the girls out again. if they have a team that is. Since the school system is very tight on the money side of things. Oh well.

Work is now starting to pick up as far as hours go. Especially now that coaching is done. I stil really like working at the Valley Camp. Its fun working on an old laker.

I really do nto know what else to really put in here. For those of you that actually know me, knows that my life is kinda boring. NO one really calls me still to do anything. Not even to ask how i am doing. But you know, I have faced the fact and moving on. I am like, fuck it. Fuck you all that are them people who say that they will call me to hang out yet never do. So fuck it. None of this is directed at my gf and i hope she knows that. I care so much about her and she is the one that really is calling me. I mean there are a few other people also that talk to me. But that is like not many. I do not know why it bothers me. But it dose. I just know that I do nto ahve many friends. I really don't. it sucks. oh well.

I will end this now. I will ttyl.

PEACE

bulldog_golfer @ 2005-05-23T21:50:00

2005-05-24T01:50:45Z

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okay, now its time to go change my password.....

Eh.

2005-05-14T02:16:22Z

hey journal, yea, well, I updated there last weekend. I have had a few people really talk to me about some things. okay so maybe only 4 people but still. It has reall made me think about more things and realize some things. Now, after thinking all week and talking tp people, this is what i feel like and realize. (Jen, I am not talking about you hunny).

Well, after talking to a few people, made me realize some very interesting things. One thing that has stuck in my mind is this. Am I really who I am and not what everyone else wants me to be? I mean really? i know that i have taken some pretty big changes in the past year or so. Some changes that needed to be done and overall, i am happy with them. And this one change is religion. now i am not saying that i do not beleive, because I do believe there is a God and I do like the way some of these things have been going for me since then. But i am looking at where i am at. I have realized that i ahve been pushed into a few things. Such as Ushering at church. i mean yea, I love to do it and all but i was pushed into it. But other than that, i do feel that some people are really pushing me into what they expect me to be. Now here si what i feel. I am happy with being a Christian. I really do like it. But i wana go at the pace that i want to go. I will believe in the things that i believe in and such.

About another topic.....

So in the last entry, I talked about how i resally feel alone. Well, I still feel that way. And it really really sucks. But here is where I am coming from right now. I have realized that there are SOME people that do care about me and such (so they say), but, what bothers me, is that, still, no one asks me to join them or anything like that. Only now, after they know how i feel now they invite me. Okay you know, i still feel lonely. look at me tonight. Friday night and I am sitting home. The GF is oput with her friends so i totally have no problem with that. Great for them hanging out. But I sat here, at my computer thinking......WHO CAN I CALL TO DO SOMETHING? I thought of a couple people. One is sleeping cause of work in the early morning for her. Another, well, i can not even find her, her bf dose not know where she is. Another guy is prolly out truckin tonight and for all i know like in Florida or something making a delivery. So i have no one i can call to go do something. Plus, no one will remember to call me. So i am sitting here, saying to myself, WELL WHAT THE FUCK!!! Maybe i should have went with my parents to Comedy NIght in Brimlery and drink my ass off. I mean yea, i went to the movies tonight with Jen and Janee, and that was fun. Then I left them cause i know that it is important to keep friends and such. But i mean, i am just gonna sit here on myt ass at home, munch on snacks all night and get fatter as each second ticks by.

i am sorry your reading this and you got through to this. I rally am sorry your reading. I know its a waste of your time. Stop reading this and go do somethign you'd rather be doing!

I don't know anymore. I really don't. The one person I could really talk to, never, ever has her flippin cell phone on. ANd is not home so i can not go to her house and visit. I mean she is liek the one person I can talk to, okay, well i mean besides Jen. but Jen is out with one of her friends and i do nto wana bother her. Although, I am sure she would not mind but still. I do not like doing that. RAH!

Anyways. I do nto know what i need to do to get myslef outta this gutter of a mood. I mean really. It sucks donky balls. I hate it. Like there are so amny things that i want to be doing right now. Like things just for myslef and such. but i can not find the nergy to do any of it. I am like...BLAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay, I am done now.

PEACE OUT

I was very very bored so i killed time....

2005-05-11T05:25:39Z

Your Birthdate: May 3

Being born on the 3rd day of the month is likely to add a good bit of vitality to your life.

The energy of 3 allows you bounce back rapidly from setbacks, physical or mental.

There is a restlessness in your nature, but you seem to be able to portray an easygoing, "couldn't care less" attitude.

You have a natural ability to express yourself in public, and you always make a very good impression.

Good with words, you excel in writing, speaking, and possibly singing.

You are energetic and always a good conversationalist.

You have a keen imagination, but you tend to scatter your energies and become involved with too may superficial matters.

You are affectionate and loving, but sometimes too sensitive.

You are subject to rapid ups and downs.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Seduction Style: The Charmer

You're a master at intimate conversation and verbal enticement.
You seduce with words, by getting people to open up to you.
By establishing this deep connection quickly, people feel under your power.
And then you've got them exactly where you want them!

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Your Mexican Name Is...

Don Juan

What's your Mexican Name?

You are

What Rejected Crayon Are You?

NATHAN
N	is for	Nutty
A	is for	Active
T	is for	Tempting
H	is for	Happy
A	is for	Animated
N	is for	Naughty

What Does Your Name Mean?

NATE
N	is for	Normal
A	is for	Adaptable
T	is for	Tempting
E	is for	Enlightened

What Does Your Name Mean?

You Know You're From Northern Michigan When...

The fishing opener is a BIG deal!

Competing against Moorhead and Bemidji in sports is scary.

You know exactly where people ar talking about when they say I-Falls or DL.

You could name all the ___ Falls. (International Falls, Little Falls, etc.)

Track season starts with indoor meets and the first three outdoor meets are cancelled because it's just too cold.

All the rest of the schools in the state are cancelled because of the snow or cold, but the buses are still running on time at home.

You know what radio station KB101 is all about and depend on them for weather related announcements.

Most people drive a 4-wheel drive truck.

An ice-scraper is necessary equipment for traveling anywhere September- April.

You've seen -50 temperatures more than once.

You spend your summer building deer stands.

Everyone in your school thinks that deer season should be considered a national holiday.

People sit in deerstands for hours on end in -20 weather just for the thrill of shooting a deer.

You get excited when you hear "Da Tirdy Point Buck" "Second Week of Deer Camp" and "Da Fourdy Pound Croppie" on the radio.

Everybody gets together in the spring and goes mudding.

Your hometown has more gas stations than stores in the mall(if there even is a mall).

A boy wearing tight jeans, cowboy boots, and a cowboy hat can be considered hot.

You have more than one wild-life animal mounted in your home.

Pets are indefinately kept outside.

You hail Perkins as the all-mighty hangout place.

You can walk into Perkins and know every high schooler in there.

The people in the town consider hockey players bigger heros that football players.

Baseball players need a hat and mittens when the season starts.

Going to "The Cities" is a big deal.

Shopping MUST be done out-of-town.

Your house runs on the heat of a wood stove.

You have gotten your tounge stuck on something metal.

You can name half of the "10,000 Lakes".

You depend on Target for your every need.

You feed the wild-life that lives in your yard.

You either have a cabin or stay at someone else's.

You own a snowmobile, 4-wheeler, and a jet-ski to cover all conditions.

The only "gym" there is to work out at is the one at the local high school.

They grow the girls big in your hometown.

Industrial Tech classes have more students than the art and music classes combined.

Your car is always dirty from driving on all the dirt roads.

It takes 2 hours to get to anywhere worth going.

The only thing to do on a Friday or Saturday night is to have a bonfire or rent movies with friends.

You've been out-hunted by a girl hunter.

You don't call a foot of snow falling overnight a state of emergency; you call it Wednesday.

You have combination bait, tackle and gift shops.

You drink beer brewed in Canada.

The majority of the parties you've attended in your life had one corner of the room set aside for people playing euchre.

People walk into banks wearing ski masks, and no one gets excited.

You can tell a person is a 'fudge' regardless of whether they have fudge in their possion.

Sitting for hours on a frozen lake in front of a hole in the ice is an activity you look forward to for months.

On your weekend trips on I-75, both Friday on the way out and Sunday on the way back, you're in the fast moving lane, looking across the median at the bumper-to-bumper crawl.

You're fiercely loyal about your particular make of snowmobile.

Your wife has shot a buck.

You regularly drive on roads that have never been paved, and probably never will be.

You know every person you graduated from high school with.

You go to restaurants named after the person who is actually
cooking the food.

You've helped push the vehicle of someone you've never met before out of a snowbank.

Your town has a curfew whistle.

When you think of a 'pasty,' you think of something to eat, not something a stripper would wear.

You have seven right-handed gloves

You tap-tap your feet to knock of the snow before you get into your car

You're from the U.P.

You see the annual snowbird migration to the south

You put cherries in everything you eat

You wear four different-size jeans throughout the year

You can get to another town through the woods

You put plastic on your windows

You have a DUI or two

Anyone from below M-72 is from "the south"

You take your hooded parka everywhere - just in case

You have long underwear in three or more colors

You work your own hours, eat venison and fish regularly

You drive to Grand Rapids to catch a plane because it's half the price

Tourists make you late all summer but snow doesn't slow you down at all

Every restaurant menu: steak & whitefish, steak & whitefish, steak & whitefish...

You can greet every store or gas station counterperson by their first name

You keep a broom in your car to clear your windows.

It's completely understandable to have an umbrella, snow shovel and swimsuit in your vehicle all on the same day.

You don't get a glass for your beer.

Da Yoopers are your wedding band.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Northern Michigan.

Get Your Own "You Know You're From" Meme Here

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You Know You're From Michigan When...

You define summer as three months of bad sledding.

You think Alkaline batteries were named for a Tiger outfielder.

You can identify an Ohio accent.

Your idea of a seven-course meal is a six pack and a bucket of smelt.

Owning a Japanese car is a hanging offense in your hometown.

You know how to play (and pronounce) Euchre.

The Big Mac is something that you drive across.

You believe that "down south" means Toledo.

You bake with soda and drink pop.

You drive 75 on the highway and you pass on the right.

Your Little League baseball game was snowed out.

You learned how to drive a boat before you learned how to ride a bike.

You know how to pronounce "Mackinac".

The word "thumb" has a geographical rather than an anatomical significance.

You have experienced frostbite and sunburn in the same week.

You expect Vernor's when you order ginger ale.

You know that Kalamazoo not only exists, but that it isn't far from Hell.

Your favorite holidays are Christmas, Thanksgiving, the opening of deer season and Devil's Night.

Your snowmobile, lawn mower and fishing boat all have big block Chevy engines.

At least one person in your family disowns you for the week of the Michigan/Michigan State football game.

You know what a millage is.

Traveling coast to coast means driving from Port Huron to Muskegon.

Half the change in your pocket is Canadian, eh.

You show people where you grew up by pointing to a spot on your left hand.

You know what a "Yooper" is.

Your car rusts out before you need the brakes done

Half the people you know say they are from Detroit... yet you don't personally know anyone who actually lives in Detroit

"Up North" means north of Clare.

You know what a pastie is.

You occasionally cheer "Go Lions- and take the Tigers with you."

Snow tires come standard on all your cars.

At least 25% of your relatives work for the auto industry.

You don't understand what the big deal about Chicago is.

Octopus and hockey go together as naturally as hot dogs and baseball.

You know more about chill factors and lake effect than you'd EVER like to know!

Your snowblower has more miles on it than your car.

Shoveling the driveway constitutes a great upper body workout.

When giving directions, you refer to "A Michigan Left."

You know when it has rained because of the smell of worms.

You never watch the Weather Channel - you can just assume they're wrong.

The snowmen you make in your front yard actually freeze. Solid.

The snow freezes so hard that you can actually walk across it and not break it or leave any marks.

All your shoes are called "tennis shoes", even though no one here plays tennis anyway.

Your major school field trip includes camping and cross-country skiing.

Half your friends have a perfect sledding hill right in their own backyard.

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Michigan.

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Your Love Style is Pragma

You believe love is logical - or at least it should be

You've thought a lot about what you want from someone

And to say you have a checklist would be an understatement

You may even have a plan for how you will fall in love

All you've got to do is meet the perfect person!

What's Your Love Style?

You Are "Dizzy and Giddy"

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

End of school....

2005-05-09T17:03:44Z

i am not going to go back anad update from my las entry, thats just so long ago. but her is whats happening now.....

Yes, i have been slacking in the updating area of this lately. Sorry all. Not a whole lot has been going on i guess. Okay, thats a lie. I'll admit it. A lot of shit has been going down lately. School is going okay, excpet for english class. my professor wants to give me an incomplete, which i will take over an F any day. It pisses me the fuck off when she old me my midterm grade was like a A or B. And i been doing the same work since then, attenind every class, and paying attention and balh blah blah. she teaches at a PHD level instead of at a community college level. yes, her class is hard. Then with my LD, i have trouble even reading and writing. I am not at the level at which i should be. yes everyone, now here is the proof, I AM RETARTED! So yea, that was a journy in itself. Still is. I have to have a tutor for the summer and re write my papers and such. Really pisses me off! I wanted this summer to relax, enjoy it with no school work. I've been going to school for about 2 years straight now. I ersonally can not do that. i need the breaks. GRAH!

What else is happening in my sad life? Oh, i had an offer to move out of my house and into a friends appt. The Appt is abuve his garadgeand its the perfect size for me. i mean perfect. I would live by myslef and rent is very afforable. Well, i brought it up to my parents, HAHAHAHAHAHHAAH! yea right, that went over very..........wwwwweeeee...horrible! Basically same thing happened every time i bring up something that i want to do for myself, to my parents. Dad skowels(sp?), mom just sits there and goes "humm" and "oh". BLAH, BLOODY BASTARDS!!!!

The past weekend went okay. Was at church pretty much everyday. that was fun. learned some things about myself. After Youth service went to the reed's house for a bon fire. you know, i thought it was going to be just great and a blast.......but it wasen't. I mean yea, jen was there and that was great. Dustin was also there. So basically the 3 of us talked the whole time. Then there was this one girl there. (names will remain out of this). She can be a real snot once in a while. wait, a snot and a hipocrit(sp?). i mean come on! okay, here was the situation, and let me know if it was bad or not. So i was siting in a chair by myself talkign with Dustin next to me. Then jen came over to me and sat on my lap. okay, no big deal. just sittin there and talking with Dustin and I. Well, all of a sudden, i hear something to the effect of EWWWWW, NATE! KNOCK IT OFF!! PDA!!!!! HATS SO GROSS!!! i look over and realize who said it. I just rolled my eyes and finished my convo with dustin. The only thing that was happening was jen, dustin adn I talking, hen sitting on my lap. I had one hand against her back and the other one was holding a pop. So its not like anything was going on! GRAH! so the girl kept this going the WHOLE NIGHT! I AM LIKE SHUT TEH FUCK UP! Its just sad that when we are sitting there talking she has to make a scene about it. I mean i can see how some people wil be disturbed if we started making kissing or aking out heavely. being a little touchy or whatever. But now, i have more control than that. i know some people do not like that. but jen just sitting on my lap, come on, whats the harm in that?

Some other things hit me this weekend. I have realized this be4 but never hit me as hard as it did this weeked. Now, i know i ahve SOME friends but i ahve always thought i do not ahve a true friend. Which i don't. i mean i seem to go through stages where i will have one, and then i will not. So i dunno. BTW, I am talking about friends, Jen is not included in this. i love Jen, she is my best friend. But i am talking about everyone else here. So anyways, I bet i can count on one hand who i think to me care about me and want to be a true friend with me. And you know what, i do not even think i can count the people i would name off either as true friends. Now i ahve my opinion of a true friend and such. And it dose not take much to me a real good friend to me. I mean, lately, people say they will call me to do something or whatever. but they never do. Like at the bonfire for example. Earlier that day i hung out with a couple people that were at the fire. I thought things were great, then i found out where i was placed and it felt just like high school. Those people at the fire talked amungust themselves and i talked with jen and Dustin. I dunno. I just ahve never felt the real bond between me and another person. Wait, I think i ahve 2 times before but it never lasted long at all. It just hurts to know that it has to take a msg on MSN screen name like F THIS or I HATE MY LIFE or anything that has a bad vibe to it. Those names are the ones that people see and make them wonder whats wrong. then they start talkign to you acting all concereneed and such. I am your friend ante, blah blah blah. Well, I am fucking sick of it. If you are my friend, then fucking prove it once in a while. Call me to invite me somewhere. not just say after the even, oh, of course ur invited, you should ahve came. It BULLSHIT! i mean come on, how hard is it to pick up a phone dial 7 digits, talke for 3 min and invite someone to a place or not even that. Just ask the person, hey, how are you doing today? i was just thinking about you and was curious. NOT THAT HARD IS IT!?!? now that you think about it. lol. I mean i would, but who the hell would want to hear from me. No one asks me. Okay, maybe 2 or 3 people do. but what about everyone else i consider a good friend. Fusck man! This sucks!

Last night, i wana say thanks to Becky Wilson. I am sure she dose not read this but if any of you know her, print this out and let her read at least this part.....thanks Becky. I mean i know we did not talk much last night. and i know we never talk any other time. But you were the first person to msg me when i had that msg on my name. I had tit here for about 30 min. Not long at all but long enoigh. and at that point. it was not good. I just got up and left her sitting there wondering what iw as gonna do next. she knows what i wanted last night. I am sorry she knows how i think. Hope it dose not scare her. It was not good. with friend, parents, and everything else thats been goign wrong with me lately. I am ready to say fuck it.

Again last night, i went for a drive, all the way out to about 20 mile road. i got out here, crying my eyes out while driving basically. Lost control of the car and almost went into a ditch that was a lot deeper than normal. Lucky, i realized soon enoiugh and saved the car. What made my eyes clear up at that momoent, i do not know. Maybe it was God. But i saved the car from crashing into the ditch. i was on 2 wheels, right side of car. Then i realized it was time to go home. I mean come on, why do i do this. It sucks. Right now, there is one thing i like about living. and I am living for her. I talked to her last night. She made me feel better. Got me smileing actually and a little better off. For the rest of you, yea, nice friends i ahve. Fuck you all, this is how i ahve been for 21 years now. Why change things now.

Ahhhh Fuck, English class time. Time to go to hell for 2 hours! FUCK!

BYE EVERYONE!

maybe i will see you all later or maybe i will just drive my car into the lake since i am right here in Brimley.

SORRY SO LONG AND THAT YOU READ IT IF YOU DID!

I think its a good time to put this in here for everyone...

2005-05-05T16:53:35Z

THE PURPOSE DRIVEN LIFE DAILY DEVOTIONAL
BY JOHN FISCHER

February 22, 2005

We’ll Leave the Light On for Ya’
by John Fischer

Carol, a regular reader of these devotions, sent me her story of an encounter with a homeless man outside of Union Station in Washington D.C., who was mumbling and talking incoherently to no one in particular. As she described it, it was rush hour, and streams of people approaching him on the crosswalk would quickly avert their eyes, look to the ground, and step up their pace as they passed him by. “As I got close to him,” Carol related, “I started to look away and he suddenly whirled around and looked straight up into my face. His face softened, and he smiled and pointed to me and said, ‘Now, that… that is an angel!’”

Now there could be many theories as to what was really going on here, from a schizophrenic with insight to a demon-possessed man who recognized Christ in her, but the point here is that she had an effect on this person without doing or saying anything.

And not only that, the experience had an effect on her. She went on to remark: “The most amazing part of it for me was, I was really depressed that day and the last thing I imagined anyone would see in me was Light.”

Don’t ever underestimate yourself when Christ is living inside you. No matter what is happening to you, God has his own agenda He is working out in your life, and He may or may not inform you about it. No matter. He’s got plans, and He’s got purposes, and He’s got you. That’s a powerful combination.

You’re for real. Your faith is for real. God and His angels and demons are for real. There is a lot happening with our daily routine that is anything but routine. Wake up to this: You have a mission right where you are; your mission is to go through your day believing. And don’t let a little depression stop you, because God’s got something going on anyway. Carol’s story gives us just a little glimpse of this: God’s purposes are always at work in us. God’s got a light on, and other people can see it even when we can’t.

“But this precious treasure—this light and power that now shine within us—is held in perishable containers, that is, in our weak bodies. So everyone can see that our glorious power is from God and not from us” (2 Corinthians 4:7 NLT).

So regardless of what is happening to you, leave the light on for someone else. God may just have something to say, even when you think you don’t.

Taken from Beth K

2005-04-30T07:00:59Z

Put an x next to the stuff you had an encounter with regularly ( i am assuming).

[x] Fresh Prince of Bel-Air
[x] Fraggle Rock
[ ] G.I. Joe
[x] Are You Afraid of the Dark?
[x] Secret World of Alex Mack
[x] Bug Juice
[x] Nightmare Before Christmas
[ ] Welcome Freshman
[ ] Space Cases
[ ] Roundhouse
[x] The Muppet Show
[x] Muppet Babies
[x] Eureka's Castle
[x] Salute Your Shorts
[ ] Legends of the Hidden Temple
[ ] You Can't Do That On Television
[x] G.U.T.S.
[x] What Would You Do?
[x] Double Dare
[ ] Rocko's Modern Life
[x] All That
[x] Ren and Stimpy
[x] Clarissa Explains It All
[ ] The Torklesons
[x] The Adventures of Pete and Pete
[ ] Stick Stickley Write to me, Stick Stickley, PO Box 963, NYC, NY State, 10108
[x] Goodburger
[ ] Angry Beavers
[x] Hey Arnold!
[x] AAH! Real Monsters
[x] Tiny Toons
[x] Animaniacs
[x] Pinky and the Brain
[ ] The Babysitter's Club
[ ] Underdog
[ ] Kablam!
[ ] Gullah Gullah Island
[ ] Richard Scarry
[ ] Dumbo's Circus
[ ] Ocean Girl
[ ] Mystery Files of Shelby Woo
[ ] Snick Snacks
[ ] Dunkaroos
[x] SNICK
[ ] Koala Yummies
[x] Where In The World Is Carmen Sandiego?
[x] Nick Magazine
[x] The Goonies
[x] Ernest Movies
[x] Radio Flyer
[ ] Disney Watchers
[x] Adventures in Wonderland
[x] Homeward Bound
[ ] The Adventures of Yellow Dog
[x] Milo and Otis
[ ] Neverending Story
[x] Who Framed Roger Rabbit?
[x] The Lion King
[ ] Labyrinth
[x] 101 Dalmations
[ ] The Secret Garden
[x] Pete's Dragon
[x] Hocus Pocus
[ ] Secret of Roan Inish
[x] Land Before Time
[x] Dinosaurs
[ ] Fern Gully
[ ] Secret of NIMH
[ ] Gummi Bears
[ ] Care Bears
[ ] My Little Pony
[x] Black Beauty
[x] Rainbow Brite
[x] Lady Lovely Locks
[x] Candyland
[x] Sorry!
[x] Trouble
[ ] Don't Wake Daddy
[x] Mousetrap
[x] Jenga
[x] Don't Break the Ice
[x] Hungry Hungry Hippos
[ ] Pretty Pretty Princess
[ ] Tinker Toys
[x] Cooties
[ ] The castles that made tea sets
[ ] Polly Pocket
[ ] Hypercolor T-Shirts
[x] Lite Brite
[ ] Sky Dancers
[ ] Scrunchies
[ ] Side Ponytails
[ ] Stirrup Pants
[ ] Jellies
[ ] Saddle Shoes
[ ] Barbies
[x] Beanie Babies
[ ] Tamagotchies
[x] Yo-Yos
[ ] duncans
[x] Choose Your Own Adventure
[x] Pogs
[x] Goosebumps
[ ] Magic Attic Club
[ ] American Girl
[ ] Island of the Blue Dolphin
[x] Saved By The Bell
[x] Full House
[x] Step By Step
[x] TGIF on ABC
[x] Sabrina, the Teenage Witch
[x] Boy Meets World
[x] Clueless
[x] Mork and Mindy
[x] Simpsons
[x] Flipper
[x] Growing Pains
[x] Family Ties
[x] Titanic
[x] Felix The Cat: The Movie
[x] Jonathan Taylor Thomas
[x] Home Improvement
[x] Tom and Huck
[ ] My Brother and Me
[x] Kenan and Kel
[ ] Hanson
[x] Inspector Gadget
[x] Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles
[x] Power Rangers
[x] Hot Wheels
[x] Creepy Crawlers
[x] Easy Bake Oven
[x] Flower Making Kits
[ ] Weinerville (like, stick stanley or something!)
[x] Wild and Crazy Kids
[ ] Playdough McDonald's Sets
[ ] Animorphs
[x] Rainbow Fish
[x] If You Give A Mouse A Cookie
[ ] Bailey School Kids
[ ] Wayside School
[x] Mrs. Piggle Wiggle
[x] Boxcar Kids
[x] Ramona Quimby
[ ] Amber Brown
[x] Allegra's Window
[ ] 3-2-1 Contact
[ ] Spice Girls
[ ] the brave little toaster
[x] Bananas In Pajamas
[x] One Saturday Morning on ABC
[x] Transformers
[x] Doug
[x] Teddy Ruxpin
[x] BBMAK
[ ] LFO
[ ] Limited Too
[x] FACE from Nick Jr.
[x] those shoes that had the gel on the side
[x] light up shoes!

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